William Blake |
I became a “Jesus freak” when I was a teenager. On the one
hand, this was a good thing because it kept me out of trouble and provided a
community of wholesome friends. On the other hand, it imposed a kind of mind
control on me—and that control happened outside of my parents’ knowledge or
involvement. The group I was involved with was run by a couple, who was the
Catholic version of fundamentalist Pentecostals, and a nun who was probably
specially trained in a BDSM workshop about how to wield a ruler. But being an independently intellectual and
philosophical sort, I broke out of the trap. Specifically, an interest in the
writings of the friar Father Thomas Merton and contemplativism (the Christian
equivalent to “meditation”) led me to an interest in ecumenism, universalism,
and ultimately, Advaita Vedanta (Hinduism of a kind, that is). Well, the Holy Rollers didn’t like any of
this.
The couple who ran the Christian youth group I belonged to decided
I needed an intervention. I was invited to the couple’s house to have a talk.
During this encounter, the man was oddly handy-dandy, leering and making
comments that seemed suggestive in between his good Christian solider advice,
especially when the wife stepped out of the room now and then. His tone toward
the wife was also rather abrupt. Among other things, this, sort of behavior
made the light bulb go off about why the wife and daughter always looked so
quiet and brittle.
I was dealing with something that was really encroaching on
my innocence. An illusion about my reality was shattering. So, upon departing
from this couple’s abode, any reservations I had had about following a new,
improved path and having a mind of my own were effectively resolved.
Is hypocrisy and narcissism unique to zealot Christian folks?
Hardly. Thankfully, I never got roped into a guru cult or became an acolyte of
some New Age voice of “enlightenment” in my travels, but I did have my brushes
and close calls with a character or two—and I’ve known lots of people who were
embroiled and manipulated and pick-pocketed in these kind of scenes.
In pre-Judeo-Christian creation mythology, the ever
self-renewing serpent-god is the bringer of wisdom and culture. Also, the Roman
god Saturn is the king of a Golden Age of prosperity when cultural arts and
cultivation technology emerged and flourished. In Judeo-Christian mythology,
all this is turned on its head. The serpent is an evil influence because it
tempts humankind with knowledge. Beings responsible for bringing culture and
technology to mankind are the fallen angels. And Saturn, in medieval Hermetic
Christian spirituality, is equated with snake in the Garden of Eden whose job
now is to impede passage from the mundane to the transcendent. Naiveté is,
thus, a virtue and ignorance is bliss because…how else are you going to be
controlled and manipulated?
Meditation from Cassiel: You are the primeval maya, the
source of the universe…. By you, Oh Goddess, this whole world has been thrown
into an illusion. If you become gracious, you become the cause of freedom from
this world. From the Devi Mahatmyam 11:5
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Excerpt from The Savior at the End of Time From Chapter 20 A Snake in the Grass
Zosi began to be spotted in flamboyantly
full ceremonial regalia within the Mercury Gardens. He would wear a tunic of
thick raw silk and tightly fitted, black leggings that were made of tanned leather
and full of straps and whips of lacings. Over this, he would wear high boots
that matched a mottled, purple-black tanned leather cope embossed with images
of ourobori, moondragons, and griffins. His hair was meticulously plaited and
decorated with pins and ribbons. His head was topped with a black double-cone
hat that was rakishly crimped and folded over so that the tips of the horn-like
cones, embellished with opalescent jingle bells, menacingly flounced and
jangled in front of his face. He wielded a rather large and tall staff, the
core of which was made of slender poles of cedar and fennel stalks. It was
wrapped in embossed leather that matched his ensemble. Like a sinister maypole,
the staff’s leather sheath was itself wrapped in a filigreed design of cords
and leather straps on which gadgets and flotsam were affixed and that dangled,
flail- and cat-o-nine-tails-like, from the staff’s finial, which was a gold spearhead
in the shape of a fish with an acorn protruding from its mouth.
Like that, he would stroll about the
Gardens and then stop here or there to deliver a sermon that attracted larger
and larger crowds as word of the spectacle grew. He would begin the rant in a
gentle voice with the words, “See the illumination at the center of being,” and
materialize some small sparkly object that would fascinate and mesmerize
onlookers.
“The body and all phenomena arise
causally and provisionally within absolute being,” he would continue, yet still
in a very meek and quiet voice. It would be trembling and barely audible
despite his ferocious appearance. “There is no time and no dimension to space,
both being mere adaptive projections of mind. The personality is an
interdependently arising construction of circumstances and experiences, driven
by reactivity bred by conditioning devoid of awareness or true will. What is it
to wake up from the idea of yourself? Heaven, hell, God, the Adversary,
pleasure, pain, and all the pairs of opposites are projections of your own
consciousness. You project ideas out of yourself. Treating them as independent
entities, you go into them, fear them, and allow them to have power over you
although they are your own creations. No one is there to deliver you; you must
deliver yourself. Glimpse self-effacement and the root of your existence.
Reality is silent, blissful, self-composed Being. This is the Redemptive
Principle, the Christos, the Ground, and the Life beneath the mechanism.”
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